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Bipolar Disorder:Three episodes within two hours

September 24th, 2006 · crossposting, depression

Last night was hard for me. Unfortunately I was slightly depressed for most of the day, then when my husband mentioned he was going out I got deeply depressed. It wasn’t his fault, but I reacted that way due to a trigger. It triggered a loneliness in me that I couldn’t cope with, so I began to cry PROFUSELY. I tried to tell him why, but it was hard not to sound accusing. It wasn’t his fault I felt that way. Then I went into a manic tailspin. I was talking to my sister on the phone so fast she could barely understand what I was saying. When I get like that I can’t stop talking. I end up using foul language *which I rarely ever do* and not being able to stop myself.

He returned home early. I went to take a lavendar shower to try and calm down. When I came back to the living room, hubby was tender with my feelings and heard my thoughts. We talked through them, I cried some more. We came to a resolution and then I got back to a more euphoric feeling. I didn’t take anything or drink anything because I was rapidly cycling through so many phases. I ended up okay at the end of the night ESPECIALLY after finding out that my best friend will be coming to see me tonight. All is well now in the land of Locos.

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