Referring to myself…
I have been writing a lot on my other journal of late. Two passages will show you the depth of the depression that I suffer. If you want to read them, go right ahead. I have decided to be as transparent as I can and therefore in some way help myself and, hopefully, others in the process.
Passage 1: I can see through you..
Passage 2: Can’t always get what you want…
I don’t pretend that there isn’t something wrong with me. I know there is. I also know there are alternative ways of dealing with the problem. Lately it has been harder because even though I know what things will help me to cope and deal are those same things that I have no desire to do. I haven’t been drinking my tea or taking the St. John’s Wort. I have not been in the frame of mind to want to fix anything right now.
I will probably get yelled at for that, but it’s the truth. I am not going to lie about what I have been doing. I am not motivated to change because the fundamental things in my life won’t change. Take a read and you will see what I mean.
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