Do you suck at life?
Certain interactions have been setting me off lately. Some lady accosted me about where I let my dog piddle yesterday and I haven’t been able to get over my anger. We rent here and there aren’t designated areas for your pets to piddle…and I am one of the few people around here that actually cleans up after our pet. You can imagine my dismay when she started saying some mess about where I let him piddle. HELLO it’s the frickin grass!!! I am sure she goes out and talks to every cat, bird, stray dog, squirrel, and bug about doing their business on the side of of the building where most people don’t walk. CRIMINEY@!@!@ I can understand if it were the sidewalk or right in front of the porch area…but dang.
The dog got out of his kennel again last night. It makes me so mad that I haven’t even blogged about it in full yet. I have pictures of some of the damages because it’s unbelievable that he is so methodical and smart. My anger state has been in overdrive and all I want to do is beat him…but I don’t *of course* and he is still intact even if my blinds aren’t. I am going to make myself blog it right after this because it is just me harboring anger about it that makes my reaction to his next indiscretion that much worse.
Fish pills help when I remember them, so I am going to do my best to remember them every day. I am putting a sticky on my computer screen so I won’t forget anymore.
The kid is another story. His attitude is changing the closer he gets to his birthday. It’s all I can do not to just leave him in the corner all day. I hate feeling like violence every time he comes to me with anything. He, too, is still alive and breathing with no bruises since I can control myself enough to NOT hurt other people. I just beat myself up on the inside with my thoughts and feelings instead.
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Between the childlings and furry critters around here I have come to realize that all blinds, curtains and pillows must be inexpensive, indestructible, well hidden, or non-existent. Deep breaths, and distractions are helpful! Hopefully your day gets better from here and the dog settles in some more.
Dear friend:
That lady does not have anything better to do, so, I can appreciate the reasons you are angry… It does not have a bit to do with bipolar…It has to do with the jerk!. lol
Thank you for being one of the few people who do, actually, clean up after their dogs!!
Rain on her parade! Ugh!
I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time!
{{{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}