BULLETPROOFsoul

Yesterday was so rough for me. Horrormones and mood together = a big old mess. I took 2 fish pills, drank a cup of Jasmine green tea, and STILL couldn’t keep my emotions from plummeting to below zero again. It’s the time of the season/month that it is. It is the hardest thing for me [...]

I was reading this pretty lengthy excerpt for the book called Hunger. I must say that I am intrigued. It’s something like the biography I yearn to finish writing. Ian Randall Wilson writes vividly about the character’s love life, his happiness, his sorrows…and all while thinking if he could find that special “one” everything would [...]

I can’t even describe the mental state in which I have found myself today. The closest I can get to the actual feeling is : numb. So much stuff happened last night. So much that I just couldn’t feel anything. You know how people get their limbs cut off and they don’t even feel it? [...]

but I am always on the spectrum of major depression and bipolar disorder regardless of when I take it:

Disorder
Your Score

Major Depression:
Very High

Dysthymia:
Slight-Moderate

Bipolar Disorder:
Extremely High

Cyclothymia:
High-Moderate

Seasonal Affective Disorder:
Extremely High

Postpartum Depression:
N/A

Take the Depression Test

Updated: I am a 27 year old who has been tentatively diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. My symptoms match exactly, so there really is no reason not to believe that the tentative diagnosis will become the final diagnosis.
At nearly 27, I am as of yet undiagnosed with bipolar disorder. I suspect that I am bipolar [...]

with people on the phone, but there is no one to talk to. Everyone is somewhere having a life. I’m coming down off an extreme episode and now all I want to do is be comforted by knowing there is someone there. We don’t have to talk about what’s wrong with me, just talk about [...]

I haven’t done this in a while and I thought that you would all enjoy these articles online.
Kmareka talks about how so many teens are being overdiagnosed with bipolar. I totally agree. Hormonal issues do not constitute bipolar disorder. Many of the issues with depression and self-esteem all stem from growing pains, if you will.
R. [...]

I called my friend, who is going through some issues of her own, and forced her out of the house to go out with me yesterday. We locked up the dog, got the kid ready, and headed out toward Deptford Mall.
We decided to hit Applebee’s for lunch, take a detour to Target for baby [...]

Ever felt as though you were losing your mind? Like the only place you can be is the “dark place” where you can’t see your hand in front of your face?
Have you ever gotten to the point where you talk to yourself out loud, answer yourself, and reason with yourself as to what to do [...]

If you are between the ages of seventeen and a half and twenty six, there is a treatment option that you should know about. This particular drug rehab program is suited specifically for young adults. Their major focus is to show you how fun life can be without addiction. Their program includes academics for [...]