http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/2007/03/17/about/ it's all about soul <a href="http://www.podshow.com/"> Podshow PDN </a> {podshow-9cd789429a2a18335183b98506c34570} Tue, 22 Sep 2009 02:11:13 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/2007/03/17/about/comment-page-1/#comment-4250 Udeme Umoren Mon, 16 Apr 2007 20:39:54 +0000 http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/the-soul-me/#comment-4250 You know, I totally understand you when you say you find it hard to write about your life. Being bipolar has added colors to my life, but most of my memoreis are of regret. I have been struggling with this for the past 15 years. 15 years ago they didn't have the kinds of medications that they have today. Most of my non-compliance to meds is a result of how the medication made me feel. To find the med for you is trial and error. It was only last year that I not only found the med "cocktail" that was right for me, but I finally decided to accept that I did have an illness and I needed to get a handle on it. Now things are kind of working themselves out. However I do have moments when I cry profusely because of how much I have been through. Now that I "get it", moving on to better things is scary because I'm so used to the merry -go-round of chaos, drama, and hospitalization. I wish you good luck on your journey towards wellness. Once you start educating yourself and accept your shortcomings, it will all come together for the better. You know, I totally understand you when you say you find it hard to write about your life. Being bipolar has added colors to my life, but most of my memoreis are of regret. I have been struggling with this for the past 15 years. 15 years ago they didn’t have the kinds of medications that they have today. Most of my non-compliance to meds is a result of how the medication made me feel. To find the med for you is trial and error. It was only last year that I not only found the med “cocktail” that was right for me, but I finally decided to accept that I did have an illness and I needed to get a handle on it. Now things are kind of working themselves out. However I do have moments when I cry profusely because of how much I have been through. Now that I “get it”, moving on to better things is scary because I’m so used to the merry -go-round of chaos, drama, and hospitalization. I wish you good luck on your journey towards wellness. Once you start educating yourself and accept your shortcomings, it will all come together for the better.

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