Rough Mental States
I can’t even describe the mental state in which I have found myself today. The closest I can get to the actual feeling is : numb. So much stuff happened last night. So much that I just couldn’t feel anything. You know how people get their limbs cut off and they don’t even feel it? They can even pretty much go on not even knowing it’s not there. There is so much trauma and pain that the damaged appendage just goes completely numb. Where am I on the scale of depressed versus manic versus somewhere in the middle? I cannot tell…
because I am numb.










