What mood will you have today?
I woke up in a pretty okay mood. Even after the child has bashed my head in with screaming I am still okay. The other day I woke up in a really crappy mood. I don’t know why I wake up from day to day with a preset channel, but I do. I wish I could choose my moods more often than not.
I have triggers which I recognize. I also have some that I don’t. I haven’t a clue what would make me wake up in a bad way. I didn’t dream ill conceived visions or go to bed with a chip on my shoulder. Who knows?
Anxiety has been attacking me more lately, too. I had an attack half the day yesterday, all of the night before. I thought I was over this, but they always seem to pop back up after a long time of being gone.
I am still patiently awaiting the day when I finally get to see the doctor and go over all these issues.










