Addictive personalities

While reading information about bipolar and BPD I have found that addictive personalities run sidelong with each of these disorders. I readily admit that I have an addictive personality, as you may have seen in my previous review post. My friend also admits that she, too, has an issue with switching addictions.

My addiction right now?
cutting…

I don’t like the blood to trickle. I just like the sting after it’s done. It’s terrible. Yes, I have only done it twice but I do it in my mind at least 10 times nearly every single day. It’s not the pain, really. It’s the fact that I can somehow will myself to numb the feeling out. That is what makes it so alluring.

Honestly, it’ s a bit better than being an alcoholic, but just as bad since you are in essence hurting yourself.

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