This chapter is taking longer for me to get through than I ever anticipated. The book is only 12 chapters long, but this one has me hung up. Emptiness is a feeling that has nearly consumed me on a daily basis. People tend to tell me that I am so full, they haven’t a clue how I could feel so empty. It’s the way I am. The darkness inside grows and takes over from time to time. Mostly I can control it to an extent.
Today is not one of the good days. That’s for sure. I have 3 pages left in this chapter and I cannot bring myself to finish them just yet. More on this later.