Im so Sick
Today is a rough day for me. Every day leading up to my husband going to training has been rough. Saturday it started getting unbearable. I flipped out and cried over a pie. A FRIGGING PIE >_< Then Sunday night, after we had a good day….I started in with anger and fear. I got anxious and it started building up. I was snatching things and yelling at people. Then my husband was trying to get me to stop being outwardly crazy. Something snapped inside me and I just sat down and tried to undo the massive knot I made in my yarn skein. He said, in the nicest voice ever “can you be nice now?” That was it for me. I told him I didn’t think I could and just balled up into his shoulder in tears. I hate being lonely. These 8 days are going to suck….











