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Pretty much. I have been fighting myself to not self injure on and off for over a month. Yesterday was the point where I was just like *this is it*. I went into the bedroom, locked the door, and meditated. I meditated so hard all I could hear was my heart beating.
My husband, fearing [...]

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while I burn. I am on the next level of aggravated today. Not many things have wanted to cooperate with me in the last few days. At least the health problem is over with. Unfortunately, I cannot afford to go to therapy this week. This totally sucks because I know she is booked for the [...]

a flying funt about me and my issues today. This is not an invitation to say “oh yes we care”… it’s me .. having to vent some frustration.
I want to punch the B* in the laundry room in the face. She took all my stuff out the washer and dryer when it JUST F*G finished [...]

I’m doing my best not to start really hating on myself right now. It’s been working okay all day, but the house is aobut ot get really quiet. It’s the time between when the Kid goes to bed and the Man comes home. That space of time never keeps me busy enough to not start [...]

I just came across this forum for those of us who have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. There are plenty of sections for anxiety, depression, and so much more. Go take a look and see if there is help for you and your disorder.
Tags: ptsd, post+traumatic+stress+disorder

My friend Cass has known me for over a year via the Net. Today I am having some really wavering thoughts about my existence, purpose, and what it is that I am worth. I just tweeted that not making sales in my Etsy shop is starting to affect my self-esteem. She tweeted back “You are [...]

I get to see my therapist tomorrow at 12:30pm. I am anxious to see her, but not anxious/nervous. More like anxious/I have lots on my mind to get out. We will probably talk about why I had to swith psychiatrists and such. We will probably also crack the book on my fears.
Right now I [...]

I get google alerts to tell me when people talk about bipolar or borderline. I like to keep up with blogs and the new developments in treatment. I was pleasantly surprised to read the blog by bipolar girl. She hasn’t been updating a heap, but what she has written is riveting. It is really telling. [...]

Okay so it isn’t like I break the bank when I shop. I just buy things that could really wait whenever the mood strikes. Today, for instance, I saw a Bible with free shipping for $35. Now, do I need this Bible? No. I have at least 11 Bibles I can see from where I [...]