Being alone and lonely
It’s gonna be another lonely night
one more and I’m gonna die
wired out waiting for the sign
coz your a risk and im borderline
Michael Gray - Borderline
As weird as it sounds, that song came to me this morning, o I thought I would look up the words. There, the first verse says it all. Last night was rough. The day started out nice enough. The Kid and I were getting along. The mutt was being nice. Everything was peachy. As the night wore on, my reticence wore out. I ended the night in tears. It was just fitting that my husband would decide that he wouldn’t be anywhere near his hotel so I could call him and get reassurance. Obviously, he had no idea what dire straights I was in, so it wasn’t his fault. The point is, I didn’t get to talk to him till he was ready to sleep at 3 am. I couldn’t sleep till I heard his voice.
I am still reading the Mirror book. More on that later.











