Close to the cut
Between all the crap that went on the last week and now the 2nd anniversary of my grandmother’s passing…I am so close to cutting or drinking myself into oblivion it’s sad. I just got to talk to my Man a few minutes ago. Him being gone has been taking such a toll. Tomorrow I am alone all day long…on the anniversary of my grandmother’s death. THIS SUCKS MAJOR ROTTEN EGGS. I see the psych @ 2:30 on Monday. The Kid went to be with his grandparents this evening till after my appointment.
praying I can last that long without self harming
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Hey there bulletproof
let me carry the knife awhile. I will be thinking of you and sending you my most positive, non cutting thoughts.
And my deepest condolences to you on your grand mother’s death - death anniversary’s raise so much baggage. But….baggage can be put down for a rest so that you don’t get blisters on your hand. I hope you get a chance to put the baggage down for just a little while.
Cheers from Australia
Thank you for your words. I appreciate you coming by and sharing your thoughts with me.