Impulse: Downloading
I have a ridiculous need to download things sometimes when I am having an impulse control issue. Today I was rather agitated due to so many things going on with my Internet friends. What did I do? I downloaded the Flock browser and all the components that I could get that were compatible from my Firefox. I can’t believe that I am still sitting here playing with this browser. The thing is, that’s what I do. When I need to keep my hands busy and my brain occupied, I end up with lots of things downloaded and whatnot. It’s rather interesting, really. Sometimes I end up playing certain games online for hours. You just never know what will strike me next. Between downloading and figuring out this browser and my leg shaking like it’s on crack, I came out okay.
And it helps that my husband is back home from work training.
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Tags: impulse, borderline personality, BPD










