Missed my appointment by a day
Can you believe I actually ended up being a day off my scheduled appointment? I woke up around 7 am with a start, because I had a dream that I woke up at 1pm and totally missed my appointment. It was only a shade from the truth. I got there in plenty of time, if [...]
It Always Rains
It Always Rains when I am supposed to meet with my therapist.
I told my mother earlier that the weather said it wasn’t going to rain Friday. I told her I didn’t believe it, that by tomorrow it would be raining. Lo and behold, the forecast has changed and it WILL rain tomorrow. Every single time [...]
Homeopathy: Depression
A friend of mine on another blogging site wrote up this list of ways to Deal With Depression Naturally. Some of them are things I have found really do help me cope with depression. One of the things on the list that got my attention was the part about spirituality. It never occured to me [...]
Impulse: Downloading
I have a ridiculous need to download things sometimes when I am having an impulse control issue. Today I was rather agitated due to so many things going on with my Internet friends. What did I do? I downloaded the Flock browser and all the components that I could get that were compatible from my [...]
Psychiatrist Update: They changed it for me
Llast night I got a phone call from the person who was supposed to be switching my psych. She called me back really fast because I left her a second message yesterday morning that I had a complaint about the doc, which is why I was changing.
She IMMEDIATELY changed my doctor before she called me [...]
HOLY Bipolarness, Batman
UGH I hated the visit with my psychiatrist today. I am going to switch. I went back over our entire visit in my head, and it just PISSED ME OFF more. Yes I said MORE. He didn’t listen to what I said that didn’t fit into the criteria for bipolar, he just put me in [...]
Psychiatrist today : Dun dun DUN!!!
I have an appointment with the ‘chiatrist for the first time ever today at 2:30. I am TERRIFIED. He is just a professional man doing his job, right?
Not in my psyche, he isn’t.
I have no control over what this man does to me within the confines of his little office. No, he cannot prescribe me [...]
Close to the cut
Between all the crap that went on the last week and now the 2nd anniversary of my grandmother’s passing…I am so close to cutting or drinking myself into oblivion it’s sad. I just got to talk to my Man a few minutes ago. Him being gone has been taking such a toll. Tomorrow I am [...]
Lost In the Mirror Chap 1-10
I am halfway through this book. It has been a hard read for me. The chapters are short, the language easy…BUT the emotions that are associated are not so easy.
Here is a synopsis of what I have been going through in the first half of this book:
Chapter 3 elicits particular interest to me as it [...]
Miracle pill for mental health issues
What if there was ONE miracle pill that made all that cease?
Who would I be when it’s all said and done?
Would I still be creative?
Would I be likable?
Would be catatonic?
Would I be a good mother? A good wife?
Would I just sit like a bump on a log watching the world pass me by?
Would my [...]
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