Archive for December, 2007

Happy New Year’s Eve

Bringing in the New Year with a migraine? Maybe. It’s starting to subside a bit now, but I am still overly annoyed today.

Monday, December 31st, 2007

Slowly losing it

My sanity is slowly leaking from my eyes. I have so much to do but I don’t have anything I can do. It’s sad, really. What does one do when they can’t bring themself to do anything at all?
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Sunday, December 30th, 2007

Tired of People

Ever get to the point where you are just tired of people? You know, that moment when you are like ” everyone sucks ” ? It is brought on, I think, by an overexposure to large amounts of loud people. This time of year I always get like that. I just wish for my New [...]

Friday, December 28th, 2007

Official Diagnosis: Borderline

See, I told you all I was crazy! LOL Seriously, though, I got to see my new psychiatrist yesterday. She was modest, very attentive, informative, and careful to actually LISTEN before just throwing things out there. I laid it all on the table when I went in. It was funny when she went to go [...]

Friday, December 21st, 2007

The Meltdown: True S.A.D.ness

Welcome back. Seasonal Affective Disorder affects the lives of many a person. It’s a sadness that extends throughout the winter months. Many people don’t even know they are affected by the illness because they figure it’s “normal” to be depressed around the holidays.
This one is dedicated to my grandmother.
Take a listen and see what you [...]

 
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Monday, December 17th, 2007

Popping Pills

Fish Oil pills, that is. For the last 2 days I have started down spiraling sometime around 5 pm. This means that I have to will myself to get up out of my funk and take 2 fish oil pills. They do help me to level off and not go any lower into the abyss. [...]

Wednesday, December 12th, 2007

Last appointment of the year

I have my last appointment for 2007 on the 20th of this month. It is a double appointment, as I will get to see my new psychiatrist right before I see my therapist. That should be fun. I will be so empty by the time I am done that I should feel right as rain [...]

Tuesday, December 11th, 2007

The Meltdown: Panic of the Soul

Welcome back. This week Anxiety is on the menu. Check out the symptoms of Anxiety and take a listen to see how it affects people like me. We get a little into the background of what makes me who I am and how other people’s actions have affected my personality.
What else is there? Compulsive behaviors, [...]

 
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Monday, December 10th, 2007

What She Said

Whenever we’re bothered by something, it’s something to do with US - no matter what the other person did.
This statement has struck me quite hard. I must say that I am bothered by a whole heap of steaming stuff, but is it really always me? According to this statement, it is. I am bothered by [...]

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

The Meltdown: Angry up the Blood edition

Welcome to the first official installment of The Meltdown Podcast. This one is all about anger. Not just any anger, but the anger that surpasses understanding. Take a listen and tell me what your thoughts are on this.
Music in the Meltdown: Let Go by Frou Frou
Sites that I called out in this Meltdown:

Cass Knits
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Monday, December 3rd, 2007