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January 22nd, 2008 · General

In conjunction with my monthly horror-monal upheaval, I am going through a lot of other issues. For example, another of my good friends passed over this morning. I am so exhausted from the horror-mones that I can’t even bring myself to cry out what I feel right now. I am just at a loss. I didn’t even get a chance to see her before she went. I know that my mother is feeling that way, too. We have known her since before she had her 17 year old daughter and my mother knew her for even longer than that. It friggin sucks. Finances being as they are I am trying to coast over those feelings. I am so pissed off because I want to be so I don’t hurt. It is crazy. I hate it. I wanna knife something. Not me, just something. I don’t even know what else to say.

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