Anxiety , Panic, What now

I am having the mother of anxiety attacks at this very moment. I feel like my body is going to shake itself apart at the joints, from the inside out. My stomach is running around like a rabid squirrel. I don’t know what will happen if I get up out of this chair. I think I might pass out. It’s an hour till my husband gets home from work and I am panicking out of my friggin mind right now. I am glad my son is asleep or else it would be more than hellish in here. I would have to try and hold myself together … and that ain’t happenin’. I don’t even know what I would do or say if he came home early. I think I would just fall apart right at his feet. He would be catching pieces of me as I disintegrated into nothingness. In a way I wish he would come home early because I am losing it… and I need some support.

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