≡ This storm
This is all I can say today:
Archive for March, 2008
≡ The Meltdown: Losing the Will
In this podcast I speak on losing the will to live, to survive, to continue on every day. I know that I am not the only one. Take a listen and tell me what you think.
Music: One More Suicide by Marcy’s Playground
≡ Taking a mental health day
I have been such a mess lately, I just had to take a mental health day. I called my best friend who has been my sister in mental illness this whole time and she happened to be off work. She and I had a little chat and decided on our plan of action. I took [...]
≡ Yesterday was therapy
I love my therapist. T is the bomb. She can stab me with truth and I still adore her. She is honest and fair. She is attentive, even when she has the world going on all around her. I love love love my therapist.
Yesterday was a good day for therapy. We had a nice [...]
≡ The Meltdown: Borderline Love (antipodcast)
I am still way too emotionally attached to this podcast for it to come out just the way it should. It is the shortest podcast I believe I have ever done. I couldn’t even edit it really, so please forgive me. Every time I hear what I am talking about, I freak out. So I [...]
≡ I’m a B****H
without trying. I am evil without knowing it. I am terrible without thinking it. It’s bad…really bad. It’s a conditioned response to things that irk the life out of me. Sometimes it’s even vengeful. Sometimes it’s a preemptive strike. Sometimes it’s just retaliation for being hurt so much by another person. Whatever the reason, I [...]
≡ Group Therapy for Borderlines Improves Condition
Apparently the National Institute of Mental Health has been experimenting with a 20 week group therapy program called STEPPS . Apparently, after the group treatment in conjunction with their other regular treatments, borderlines have a marked amount of improvement in their every day lives. The group therapies also seem to have a long term effect [...]
≡ moving to every other week
I am sorry. I cannot keep doing the podcast every week.. I am so emotionally drained right now I can’t think straight. I tried to do a podcast this weekend, but it just didn’t come out right. I couldn’t finish it. I just… well I am sorry again. I don’t know how many people actually [...]
