The Black Hole

January 3rd, 2009 No Comment · General

I see it.
So close.
Trying to swallow me whole
again.

I’m so tired of fighting my way away from this “thing”.

Trigger: people trying to tell me that i should have more children…not just telling but berating me about it.

They said it was all in fun afterwards, but i know that it was only 2% fun and 98% true feelings on how i should do things in my family.

im tired of telling people i have 4 children. 3 of my babies are DEAD.

im tired of telling people that it’s between me, hubby, and God.

im tired of having post traumatic flash backs every time someone mentions pregnancy or babies as it pertains to me.

im just so tired.

Mark:

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