Impulses: Lost gusto
It sucks to know that you only a few short months ago enjoyed doing something so much that it overtook your dreams. That’s how it was with me and my knitting. I was totally obsessed. Now, I pick up the needles, do a few stitches, and just walk away again. It is really frustrating. I [...]
The Meltdown: Choose Your Mood
Here I am in all my barely speaking glory talking more about the previous post on choosing your mood. Can you choose? What factors play into it? Can you let go and become better instead of bitter? Find out.
I also send a shot out to my mother for her birthday today!!!
Music: Black Wave by The [...]
Choose your mood
RPM loves the idea of choosing my mood and not letting it choose me.
That’s what she said. My reply: I wish I could do that more often. A lot of times we are unaware that we are choosing to be in a (for lack of a better word) PISSY mood. My therapist and I [...]
The Meltdown: I suck at life
Okay so you would have had a podcast today, but I forgot where I put my mp3 player. *smacks head* It is the only way I have of doing a podcast that sounds decent enough to post here. I do still have a Gabcast account, so I will not hold you from hearing the loveliness [...]
Ready to Crash
I feel like I am about to fall through the floor. It’s so hard for me today. I thought I was going to get release, but was instead presented with another week or two of trying to redirect my anger and frustration.
The Meltdown: Don’t leave me
This week I talk about relationships and how you work within them with an MI (mental illness). I also refer to a books that I have reviewed. Check out my thorough reviews:
The books
Music:
#1 Crush by Garbage
The Meltdown: Never Satisfied
This week I talk about not being good enough for anyone, including yourself.
Music:
The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars
The Meltdown: The Black Hole
This week I talk about the black hole many of us experience…emptiness. Hand in hand with the feeling of worthlessness, you can be sure to find yourself sliding down the tunnel of despair. Take a listen and let me know if you can relate.
Sites mentioned:
Deb
Cass
Lisa
Music:
Black by Pearl Jam
The Meltdown: Things in Small Packages
Hey everyone! Did you miss me? I am back and ready to talk with you. This Meltdown is about how we deal with our children and our mental illnesses. Real talk, real honest. Take a listen and let me know what you think.
Music: Bitter Sweet Symphony by The Verve
The Meltdown: True S.A.D.ness
Welcome back. Seasonal Affective Disorder affects the lives of many a person. It’s a sadness that extends throughout the winter months. Many people don’t even know they are affected by the illness because they figure it’s “normal” to be depressed around the holidays.
This one is dedicated to my grandmother.
Take a listen and see what you [...]






