The Meltdown: True S.A.D.ness
Welcome back. Seasonal Affective Disorder affects the lives of many a person. It’s a sadness that extends throughout the winter months. Many people don’t even know they are affected by the illness because they figure it’s “normal” to be depressed around the holidays.
This one is dedicated to my grandmother.
Take a listen and see what you [...]
The Meltdown: Angry up the Blood edition
Welcome to the first official installment of The Meltdown Podcast. This one is all about anger. Not just any anger, but the anger that surpasses understanding. Take a listen and tell me what your thoughts are on this.
Music in the Meltdown: Let Go by Frou Frou
Sites that I called out in this Meltdown:
Cass Knits
3 Day [...]
Crawling in my Skin
Pretty much. I have been fighting myself to not self injure on and off for over a month. Yesterday was the point where I was just like *this is it*. I went into the bedroom, locked the door, and meditated. I meditated so hard all I could hear was my heart beating.
My husband, fearing [...]
Hating on Myself
I’m doing my best not to start really hating on myself right now. It’s been working okay all day, but the house is aobut ot get really quiet. It’s the time between when the Kid goes to bed and the Man comes home. That space of time never keeps me busy enough to not start [...]
Therapist tomorrow
I get to see my therapist tomorrow at 12:30pm. I am anxious to see her, but not anxious/nervous. More like anxious/I have lots on my mind to get out. We will probably talk about why I had to swith psychiatrists and such. We will probably also crack the book on my fears.
Right now I [...]
It Always Rains
It Always Rains when I am supposed to meet with my therapist.
I told my mother earlier that the weather said it wasn’t going to rain Friday. I told her I didn’t believe it, that by tomorrow it would be raining. Lo and behold, the forecast has changed and it WILL rain tomorrow. Every single time [...]
Homeopathy: Depression
A friend of mine on another blogging site wrote up this list of ways to Deal With Depression Naturally. Some of them are things I have found really do help me cope with depression. One of the things on the list that got my attention was the part about spirituality. It never occured to me [...]
HOLY Bipolarness, Batman
UGH I hated the visit with my psychiatrist today. I am going to switch. I went back over our entire visit in my head, and it just PISSED ME OFF more. Yes I said MORE. He didn’t listen to what I said that didn’t fit into the criteria for bipolar, he just put me in [...]
Close to the cut
Between all the crap that went on the last week and now the 2nd anniversary of my grandmother’s passing…I am so close to cutting or drinking myself into oblivion it’s sad. I just got to talk to my Man a few minutes ago. Him being gone has been taking such a toll. Tomorrow I am [...]
Miracle pill for mental health issues
What if there was ONE miracle pill that made all that cease?
Who would I be when it’s all said and done?
Would I still be creative?
Would I be likable?
Would be catatonic?
Would I be a good mother? A good wife?
Would I just sit like a bump on a log watching the world pass me by?
Would my [...]
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