The Meltdown: I suck at life
Okay so you would have had a podcast today, but I forgot where I put my mp3 player. *smacks head* It is the only way I have of doing a podcast that sounds decent enough to post here. I do still have a Gabcast account, so I will not hold you from hearing the loveliness [...]
Ready to Crash
I feel like I am about to fall through the floor. It’s so hard for me today. I thought I was going to get release, but was instead presented with another week or two of trying to redirect my anger and frustration.
The Meltdown: Don’t leave me
This week I talk about relationships and how you work within them with an MI (mental illness). I also refer to a books that I have reviewed. Check out my thorough reviews: The books Music: #1 Crush by Garbage
The Meltdown: Never Satisfied
This week I talk about not being good enough for anyone, including yourself. Music: The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars
The Meltdown: The Black Hole
This week I talk about the black hole many of us experience…emptiness. Hand in hand with the feeling of worthlessness, you can be sure to find yourself sliding down the tunnel of despair. Take a listen and let me know if you can relate. Sites mentioned: Deb Cass Lisa Music: Black by Pearl Jam
The Meltdown: Things in Small Packages
Hey everyone! Did you miss me? I am back and ready to talk with you. This Meltdown is about how we deal with our children and our mental illnesses. Real talk, real honest. Take a listen and let me know what you think. Music: Bitter Sweet Symphony by The Verve
The Meltdown: True S.A.D.ness
Welcome back. Seasonal Affective Disorder affects the lives of many a person. It’s a sadness that extends throughout the winter months. Many people don’t even know they are affected by the illness because they figure it’s “normal” to be depressed around the holidays. This one is dedicated to my grandmother. Take a listen and see [...]
The Meltdown: Angry up the Blood edition
Welcome to the first official installment of The Meltdown Podcast. This one is all about anger. Not just any anger, but the anger that surpasses understanding. Take a listen and tell me what your thoughts are on this. Music in the Meltdown: Let Go by Frou Frou Sites that I called out in this Meltdown: [...]
Crawling in my Skin
Pretty much. I have been fighting myself to not self injure on and off for over a month. Yesterday was the point where I was just like *this is it*. I went into the bedroom, locked the door, and meditated. I meditated so hard all I could hear was my heart beating. My husband, fearing [...]
Hating on Myself
I’m doing my best not to start really hating on myself right now. It’s been working okay all day, but the house is aobut ot get really quiet. It’s the time between when the Kid goes to bed and the Man comes home. That space of time never keeps me busy enough to not start [...]
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