Therapist tomorrow
I get to see my therapist tomorrow at 12:30pm. I am anxious to see her, but not anxious/nervous. More like anxious/I have lots on my mind to get out. We will probably talk about why I had to swith psychiatrists and such. We will probably also crack the book on my fears. Right now I [...]
It Always Rains
It Always Rains when I am supposed to meet with my therapist. I told my mother earlier that the weather said it wasn’t going to rain Friday. I told her I didn’t believe it, that by tomorrow it would be raining. Lo and behold, the forecast has changed and it WILL rain tomorrow. Every single [...]
Homeopathy: Depression
A friend of mine on another blogging site wrote up this list of ways to Deal With Depression Naturally. Some of them are things I have found really do help me cope with depression. One of the things on the list that got my attention was the part about spirituality. It never occured to me [...]
HOLY Bipolarness, Batman
UGH I hated the visit with my psychiatrist today. I am going to switch. I went back over our entire visit in my head, and it just PISSED ME OFF more. Yes I said MORE. He didn’t listen to what I said that didn’t fit into the criteria for bipolar, he just put me in [...]
Close to the cut
Between all the crap that went on the last week and now the 2nd anniversary of my grandmother’s passing…I am so close to cutting or drinking myself into oblivion it’s sad. I just got to talk to my Man a few minutes ago. Him being gone has been taking such a toll. Tomorrow I am [...]
Miracle pill for mental health issues
What if there was ONE miracle pill that made all that cease? Who would I be when it’s all said and done? Would I still be creative? Would I be likable? Would be catatonic? Would I be a good mother? A good wife? Would I just sit like a bump on a log watching the [...]
Being alone and lonely
It’s gonna be another lonely night one more and I’m gonna die wired out waiting for the sign coz your a risk and im borderline Michael Gray – Borderline As weird as it sounds, that song came to me this morning, o I thought I would look up the words. There, the first verse says [...]
Where’s the hero?
I don’t know if there is a hero. Jesus/God can’t be called a hero so much as the essence of life itself. One cannot exist without the other. Jesus saved us from our sins, yes…but who saves us from ourselves?
Evidence for Omega 3 and BPT
Just as proof positive that I was not going loony and grasping at straws for non-drug therapies for my issues, today I read a short article supporting the use of Omega-3 for Borderline Personality Disorder. I was just about to take 2 fish oil pills when I read this. I went to bed on the [...]
The doctor at 1pm today
I would be totally lying if I didn’t say that I am nervous. I am nervous… and angry. I will be sure to tell the doc that I don’t appreciate the long wait to be seen. I will probably ask how many patients commit suicide before they are seen by the doctor. She probably won’t [...]
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