Miracle pill for mental health issues
What if there was ONE miracle pill that made all that cease?
Who would I be when it’s all said and done?
Would I still be creative?
Would I be likable?
Would be catatonic?
Would I be a good mother? A good wife?
Would I just sit like a bump on a log watching the world pass me by?
Would my [...]
Being alone and lonely
It’s gonna be another lonely night
one more and I’m gonna die
wired out waiting for the sign
coz your a risk and im borderline
Michael Gray - Borderline
As weird as it sounds, that song came to me this morning, o I thought I would look up the words. There, the first verse says it all. Last [...]
Where’s the hero?
I don’t know if there is a hero. Jesus/God can’t be called a hero so much as the essence of life itself. One cannot exist without the other. Jesus saved us from our sins, yes…but who saves us from ourselves?
Evidence for Omega 3 and BPT
Just as proof positive that I was not going loony and grasping at straws for non-drug therapies for my issues, today I read a short article supporting the use of Omega-3 for Borderline Personality Disorder.
I was just about to take 2 fish oil pills when I read this. I went to bed on the cusp [...]
The doctor at 1pm today
I would be totally lying if I didn’t say that I am nervous. I am nervous… and angry. I will be sure to tell the doc that I don’t appreciate the long wait to be seen. I will probably ask how many patients commit suicide before they are seen by the doctor. She probably won’t [...]
Losing weight, lessening depression
I am finally seeing results in my fight against the bulge. The smaller my waist gets, the better I feel about myself in general. I am getting to see my abs again. Hallelujah! In my fight, I have been looking for something to help me lose the stubborn stuff, you know, my spare tire. I [...]
Manic depression, great blog
I was just reading through a blog that really made sense to me. Manic Suicide is written by Patient. I am really enthralled by the articles there. The one about the link between marijuana and mania really makes sense. I could identify a lot with how he felt when using MJ. I was stoned for [...]
Insecure
Sometimes I find that I look at women and think “God, why am I not as beautiful?” or “Why won’t my hair stay shiny and pretty like that?” I have such issues on and off with this. Sometimes I feel like the most sexy, beautiful person. Then other times I see all these young, gorgeous [...]
The Lord giveth
and then sometimes He snatches it right back.
My baby is gone
Silence = judgment?
Sometimes I will write things about myself on different forums where I feel safe to share some of my most intimate thoughts. Sometimes, those thoughts are completely ignored. I feel like it’s some type of silent judgment they are passing on me, like they are thinking the worst of me because of what I wrote. [...]
« go back — keep looking »




