Missed my appointment by a day

Can you believe I actually ended up being a day off my scheduled appointment? I woke up around 7 am with a start, because I had a dream that I woke up at 1pm and totally missed my appointment. It was only a shade from the truth. I got there in plenty of time, if [...]

It Always Rains

It Always Rains when I am supposed to meet with my therapist. I told my mother earlier that the weather said it wasn’t going to rain Friday. I told her I didn’t believe it, that by tomorrow it would be raining. Lo and behold, the forecast has changed and it WILL rain tomorrow. Every single [...]

Psychiatrist Update: They changed it for me

Llast night I got a phone call from the person who was supposed to be switching my psych. She called me back really fast because I left her a second message yesterday morning that I had a complaint about the doc, which is why I was changing. She IMMEDIATELY changed my doctor before she called [...]

HOLY Bipolarness, Batman

UGH I hated the visit with my psychiatrist today. I am going to switch. I went back over our entire visit in my head, and it just PISSED ME OFF more. Yes I said MORE. He didn’t listen to what I said that didn’t fit into the criteria for bipolar, he just put me in [...]

Psychiatrist today : Dun dun DUN!!!

I have an appointment with the ‘chiatrist for the first time ever today at 2:30. I am TERRIFIED. He is just a professional man doing his job, right? Not in my psyche, he isn’t. I have no control over what this man does to me within the confines of his little office. No, he cannot [...]

Miracle pill for mental health issues

What if there was ONE miracle pill that made all that cease? Who would I be when it’s all said and done? Would I still be creative? Would I be likable? Would be catatonic? Would I be a good mother? A good wife? Would I just sit like a bump on a log watching the [...]

BPD and my thoughts

Everyone Needs Therapy has an interesting post about borderline, the etymology and history of the diagnosis from the beginning of the DSM till now. Therapydoc also goes into some depth about the diagnosis as it is. I have to say some things about it. Therapydoc says it’s painful for therapists to treat patients with borderline. [...]

Revolution Health groups

I have a group I made myself called Borderline for those with borderline personality disorder. There are a few other groups in which I am actively involved: Depression Support Anxiety Support If you aren’t part of Revolution, I suggest you go and check it out. The mood tracker has really helped me to see just [...]

Welcoming a new reader & My latest psych visit

I returned from my appointment today at around 12:30. I now have two appointments in 2 weeks. One for the ‘chiatrist and the other for my therapist (who I have been calling the ‘cologist). I am not looking forward to the first, but the second should be fine. I gave the address of this blog [...]

Gonna get my he-ead shrunk

My sister and I were singing that to the tune of “Head Sprung” yesterday. We thought it was hilarious. Today I have another appointment at 11 AM. I have already done my hair and got my face glowing. Next I have to work on what I will wear and take with me. Then I am [...]

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