BULLETPROOFsoul » little taz http://www.bulletproofsoul.info it's all about soul <a href="http://www.podshow.com/"> Podshow PDN </a> {podshow-9cd789429a2a18335183b98506c34570} Tue, 30 Nov 2010 04:11:10 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 ©Bulletproof Soul themt1@gmail.com (Bulletproof Soul) themt1@gmail.com(Bulletproof Soul) Mental Health 1440 mental health, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, mental illness, self help, cutting, depression It's all about soul it's all about soul lt;a href="http://www.podshow.com/"gt; Podshow PDN lt;/agt; {podshow-9cd789429a2a18335183b98506c34570} Bulletproof Soul Bulletproof Soul themt1@gmail.com No no http://bulletproofsoul.info/wp-content/uploads/itunes144.gif BULLETPROOFsoul http://www.bulletproofsoul.info 144 144 Silence = judgment? http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/2007/07/02/silence-judgment/ http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/2007/07/02/silence-judgment/#comments Mon, 02 Jul 2007 14:14:18 +0000 Bulletproof Soul silent judgment passing thinking the worst forums feel safe intimate thoughts wrote crawl thoughts completely ignored talk my struggles share my http://www.bulletproofsoul.info/2007/07/02/silence-judgment/ Sometimes I will write things about myself on different forums where I feel safe to share some of my most intimate thoughts. Sometimes, those thoughts are completely ignored. I feel like it’s some type of silent judgment they are passing on me, like they are thinking the worst of me because of what I wrote. It makes me want to crawl back within myself and not share anything ever again. It’s especially evident if I talk about my struggles in parenting.

With another child on the way, I think I am even more sensitive to what people DON’T say, more than what they say. First of all, I am emotional just because of the pregnancy. Secondly, their silence just confirms what I think they are thinking about me. Lastly, no one EVER says anything to contradict what I think they think so it’s doubly confirmed that I have been judged. Maybe it’s just my own paranoia, but that’s what it feels like to me.

I hate how I feel like my world is crumbling away as I get further into myself. I can’t tell anyone what I really feel or think, they might call the authorities…then I really would lose everything. I save it for the anonymous online, but that doesn’t work either, since my online friends seem to be judging me. See the dilemma?

oh yeah. i didnt tell you guys. I am expecting March 3, 2008 LOL

Lilypie Expecting a baby Ticker

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Taz’s Clues: EternaLearning Academy

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