you will be sorely missed, grandmom (in law) !
warning: do NOT listen if you have suicidal tendencies.
Well, here I am again with another podcast to tickle your ears. This one covers news, parenting, love, friends, and personal experiences with borderline. Good music and more! Check out the brand spanking new format and let me know how you like it.
Honorable mention(s):
Jane Chin of Jane’s Mental Health Source Page
Featured music:
Four songs from the Transformers: The Movie
I’m Sticking With You
Time Of Your Life (Good Riddance)
I am changing the podcast schedule again. Why? It’s just too much of a strain on my emotional state to keep going every week or even every other week. I think the best thing is to do a little bit longer of a podcast once a month. Every 2nd Monday will be the set time for the podcast now. I will do my best to have it posted by noon. Please write it on your calendars, put it in your reminders. In all, this will bring a better quality of podcast to your ears, as well as help me to release all that emotional stress at once instead of putting myself through the process every other week. I hope you all will stick with me as I continue to fit into this podcast of mine.
I couldn’t believe it, but here it is.
I wrote this song last year when things were going so wrong I thought I wanted to die. It was when I was cutting and wishing for death. *excuse the vocals. i had to re-record this since the original was lost*
Copyright 2007 King’z Jewel
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A new study suggests that our “grey matter” impairs our emotion-regulating brain areas. If you have too little, you have a greater chance of uncontrollable mood swings. People with Borderline happen to have too little of that grey stuff and it messes around with our rationality. They have images to show exactly what this phenomenon entails. This is why many psychiatrists will prescribe seratonin to patients with borderline, although they didn’t fully understand what it was that made the seratonin such a success in treating borderlines.
*some of this is my own opinion, but the study tells you about the grey matter*
but got no call back! UGH! I hate trying to get appointments with these people. They didn’t call me till after my last appointment was missed by an hour to reschedule. Then I finally get days that I am available, call them, get an answering machine, and never a call back. So annoyed! If there were anywhere else I could meet my therapist, I would call her directly and make my appointment at Starbucks or something.
This week I am talking about the roots of being offended. Check it out.
Music: Jeremy
Yeah, I said it. I have been so sick the last week I can’t fathom being alive much longer. It’s like I am being dangled in front of death’s door and he is walking around me with his big stick saying “im not touching you!” with a menacing kid-like grin. Curse you demon sickness and whatever brought you on!!! AGONY!!!
In other news, I am actually feeling better than I was on Wednesday when this came on me full force like lightning. I will try my hardest to get you a podcast this Monday because dang it, I said I would do this every Monday, then I knocked it down to every other Monday. Now it’s like, between life, health, and the emotional drainage of the show…I can’t get it together. Be not afraid! I will!!!!
okay now im done spewing archaic language at you. thanx for being lovely fans and continually downloading my podcast. you all rock!
No I didn’t forget. I was exhausted. My week started last Thursday and it won’t be over till next Saturday. Long story, lots of things to do later… there is no podcast. I am exhausted. I was going to do a podcast about being emotionally drained, but I just couldn’t get enough stamina up to even think of the words I would say! I think that says it all.
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